talking to yana over msn now. abt the past. and i was reading mi posts in the past. in 2004 december. then i realised, i hadn't realli changed much since then. im still the old mi u know. if theres any pain im feeling, i wont say it out. the one still silently standing in the corner observing everything and even if theres wishes from mi heart, i'll keep them inside. i don believe that everything has to be said out, particularly wishes and good deeds. i still don like to say out all mi problems and stuffs im thinking abt so as not to impose to much trouble for others. itz still the same old person i wanna confront whenever i need advice, probs or juz things to say. mi principles are still the same. im still as egoistic as ever. i haven change much since then i realised. there are juz more things i don understand and i think itz not impt whether anot i do understand them. i still have mood swings every now and then and im kinda used to it. like now.
